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Gliding Toward the Lamps 1. The way a woman keeps her house makes me want to sleep over to see how she comforts herself alone. I see from the street this woman likes to snuggle: her alcove is smothered in comforters. I imagine being curled up in there against the wall, watching her tonguing a cruller. 2. As I glide home I think of the Robotroid Girlfriend, and I am gliding toward the little lamps in her eyes. I have turned her every-which-way and never found the fuse box. I don't know how she works. I think of the way she lies rumpled in the rumpled bed, everything inside her switched on and purring. I would love her bare arms to scissor my neck again. from The Robotroid Girlfriend I tightened her screws. We hadn't seen each other for weeks maybe longer for her, who didn't sleep. Five I awoke to find the building empty, peacocks hooting outside on the grass courts, and to my left, in bed with me, her forehead dappled with sweat of napping, the daughter of a man I knew. I poked at her but she would not wake up. I slipped into a white robe which dwarfed me and went downstairs. The jacuzzi burbled. Late sunlight blanched the far end of the courts. Erotic pamphlets lay scattered around but I was too tired to engage with them in any way; I flipped through the pages then fixed a brisk drink, and one for the girl. We were alone as stone outcroppings. She rolled over in bed, pulsing. I stripped off the bedclothes and she squirmed but still slept. Nobody would ever know what I did. When I emptied both drinks on her, she slept through it, and when I sipped them from her declivities, and rolled her to get at the rest, she mumbled in her sleep and frowned like a schoolgirl mentally rotating a three-dimensional object in her head. And when the poison in the drinks pressed me on top of her and my tongue fell out quivering against her clavicles, and my entire body went tumescent, her face became calm. The face of a doll. Then I realized she really was a doll, a very warm, battery-powered doll. |