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I really liked this article and most of the info I have found on the web about Herpes. I have had herpes for 2 years now, and it has at times been tough to think about dating someone new, my relationship of 2 yrs (with the guy who gave it to me) I am not sure about... so I have been thinking about other people, other things. I dont know what I will do when the time comes, but I have been intrigued by antopia.com and am a member. I have gone over "the talk" in my head many times, to satisfy some need to tell myself that it will be alright. The truth is, I have met guys that I know would be OK with it, and some that I know wouldn't... that intuition isn't 100%, but I think it goes down to maturity and compassion and understanding of people- and also a healthy attitude about sex. I imagine telling someone "it's not what you think" because it's not. I have had few partners, and very few instances of unprotected sex. I hadn't had sex in a long time (in a previous bad relationship) and when I finally got in a new one, the first time we had sex I contracted herpes. The guy denied it and did not support me- I am still with him- he did come around and admit it later (he actually did not know- and went right away to get tested for the antibodies). That was a hard time- to have no support, but these articles and these websites helped me at that time, and although there are some scared people who post very disturbing, depressive thoughts about herpes- we've all been there- I did read the "success stories." I guess what Im saying is that when you get it, it is different from when you've had it for a while and you can see the forest for the trees. I am still a talented, caring, and attractive girl with a lot to offer- emotionally and physically. I know that the only one that can stop me from a real relationship is myself... this is what I have learned from educating myself about herpes. Thanks for this article.
--PR
03/08

Thank you. I am sure you are flooded with responses. I am a 42 female, diagnosed last year. I was DEVISTATED. All the obvious reasons are there as to the comfort level we have on these sites, but let me add, the men seem to "get it". Most who have been through this have an honest, sympathetic demeanor. It is refreshing and appreciated. Thanks, we are not monsters , , , guess I am working on that image thing. :-) Jenny Atlanta, GA
--JJ
03/05

There is no approved test for HPV in men, and generally no symptoms except in the case of genital warts which occur with a few types of the virus. So, I'm not sure how a man would know he had HPV unless he had developed warts. In this case he should get the warts treated. Once the warts are gone he is probably as likely to have HPV as anyone else.
--mw
03/02

PS to CAM: I've heard that once researchers crack the viral code on HIV (which gets almost all the research $, and rightly so given its possible outcome), all the other viruses (HVP, HSV, etc.) will fall like dominoes.
--NY
03/02

If everyone dated only according to their viral & microbial hitchikers, the “ghetto” would be huge and would include about 30% of US Adults (except for the married ones who probably shouldn’t be dating, imo). With 19 million *new* viral sti cases diagnosed every year, the actual number has to be over 65 million (and growing) for viral std cases alone (for example, 90% of Americans have been exposed to HSV-1, and 30% to HSV-2). More than 1/3 of US adults have been diagnosed with something or other at one time or another, and that increases when you count the non-viral ones. Numbers aside and at its most basic level, I think the saddest part of dating exclusively within any type of ghetto — be it religious, ethnic, ageist, cold-sore-suffering, vegetarian, dog-loving, garlic-hating — would be that right off the bat, it narrows the field of prospects and eliminates any possibility of ever finding a loving partner for a committed “mixed” marriage/relationship. And we all know that mixed relationships of any kind can bring a lot of very real understanding and tolerance to the world.
--NY
03/02

So why is it there is not a cure yet for Herpes? I've been told by some MDs I know that Pharmaceuticals "won't let a cure move forward". They say Valtrex & Famvir are "cash cows" they want to hang on to........
--CAM
03/01

I've had herpes for three years now, something that has been difficult to deal with. I've been extremely open about it, hoping to help reduce the stigma by making people see that not everyone infected is a dirty slut. Pretty much everyone in my circle knows, excluding my parents (it would break their hearts). For a long time, I had ignored it, dating guys I met in person or on mainstream websites. Sometimes I would run when it was time to tell, and a few times I told the guys. Surprisingly, they were ok with it. I was not. Though I'm usually a very confident person, this totally shook my self-esteem. When I was intimate with someone, I would always be terrified, knowing that I was putting him at risk. I'd be afraid that he didn't want to touch my "toxic vagina", as I affectionately call it, and I would never initiate anything sexual. That's when I decided to only date people with HSV. I admit that this decision was easy for me based on numbers. I'm an attractive woman who dates frequently, and I live in NYC, where there are 2 million single men and STIs are rampant. Even if I drastically reduce the amount of men in my dating pool, it is still relatively large. In a different city, I may not have made this decision, but I knew that there were enough attractive, valuable HSV-positive guys in this city. Dating guys with HSV has been so liberating. I no longer wonder what he's going to think, or, more importantly, how I'm going to feel about myself. I have to be careful not to settle for someone simply because of that commonality, but I see these sites as a wonderful outlet. I have recently met an amazing man and we are working on building a life together. Our relationship began based on total honesty, and hopefully it will stay that way.
--ER
03/01

I've had herpes for several years now and don't think I admitted defeat by joining a herpes dating site. I would simply prefer to date someone with else with herpes, so I don't spread the virus further. I also have an ad on a "general" dating site: given that 1 in 4 adults has herpes, I could easily meet someone else there who has it.
--MM
02/29

This article contains the sentence, "Two HPV-positive partners still need to talk about which of the numerous strains each of them carries; if they're not careful, one of them could wind up contracting something new." If I have my facts straight, it is impossible to know which strains of HPV you have. Therefore, you cannot trade that information with a partner. Otherwise, the article was great!
--MA
02/29

Oh, Kurt should put a photo up. I have one posted myself and as such won't respond to an anonymous ad, just as I wouldn't on any mainstream site. I assure Kurt that the rest of the world isn't trolling the site to out him. I have herpes and it took awhile for me to even find out about MpWH!
--ML
02/27

I've been on MpWH for years. I've had nothing but positive experiences come from it. I am now involved with someone who doesn't have herpes--I told him and it's not an issue. I have dated two people long term from MpWH and made many friends. There are several people on that site who had told me they had herpes and I encouraged them to join and they agree that not having to have 'the talk' is very liberating. This site made my life infinitely easier! Thanks MpWH! Shameless Plug: it's free to join!
--ML
02/27

"Kurt, a twenty-four-year-old Arizona man with HPV" I wonder if he would feel so alienated if he knew how common it is: http://www.cdc.gov/std/HPV/STDFact-HPV.htm#common "Approximately 20 million people are currently infected with HPV. At least 50 percent of sexually active men and women acquire genital HPV infection at some point in their lives. By age 50, at least 80 percent of women will have acquired genital HPV infection. About 6.2 million Americans get a new genital HPV infection each year."
--...
02/26

This article only perpetrates the idea that someone with an STD is less than someone without. Only one without an STD would claim that signing up for a STD Dating site considers themselves less...furthermore, it's not that "your self-worth is taken the minute you sign up for one of those sites. You're reduced to believing that you're confined to finding a mate afflicted with the same STI as you"...it's the reaction from the non-informed that reduces you to think you may not be as good. No matter how you use it, the term "skank", even as a reference to what someone said should not be used in any article that hopes to define dating with STD. I have been in the "H" community for over 7 years. We do not define ourselves by our STD.
--cd
02/26

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