I like to watch all the happy couples too I just want to be one of them my man never been Married and don't want too,
This hurts me I was Married for all most 13 years when the abuse went from me to my children I took my children and left 2 days later that was 12 years ago, I've moved back because I got sick and sent my kids back to their dad what a misstake that was. I now have no time with my oldes girl she sides with her dad I can't see why we need side. All I want is to be happy with my family they don't talk to us at all. my 2 sons are back with me and they are so needed for love and can't seam to beable to do any thing for themselfs I do all the work and I'm sick I not to be doing any of the things I do. Even after all this I still belive in that little paper even after my first time after 6 hours he started to hit me, I found out 2 years ago my own Mom & Dad told him he would have to knot me around to keek me in line Thanks Mom & Dad this is why you are not part of our lives. well that was some of it they done so much more to hurt me I don't need them or their pain. I still want to do it all over with my sweetheart now he don't so we'll see. May all be Blessed with happyness, All of those who do go down the road to a Wedding Love is so sweet keep it coming with all my lov CAT
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