True Stories: Lunch in Paris

"I slept with my French husband halfway through our first date..."

By Elizabeth Bard

I slept with my French husband halfway through our first date. I say halfway because we had finished lunch but not yet ordered coffee. It turned out to be a decisive moment, more important for my future happiness than where I went to college or years with a good shrink. The question was posed lightly: it looked like rain. We could sit it out in a café or, since his apartment was not far, he could make tea.

I was not fully aware at the time that American girls in Paris are sluts by definition, willing to do sober what British girls will only do drunk. It seemed like a simple choice; I like tea. Mind you, I am not that girl. (Or at least, I wasn't.) I'm not the girl who swings from the chandeliers and screws men because she can, fixing her lipstick in the rearview mirror of a cab hailed at dawn. I'm the girl you call Wednesday for Saturday. The girl who reads Milton for fun and knows a fish fork when she sees one. A flirt maybe, but in that harmless, nineteenth-century, kiss-my-hand-and-ask-me-to-waltz kind of way. Mostly, I'm a thinker, a worrier. Since I'm also a New Yorker, you can take that last bit up a notch. It's not that there's no free spirit in me. But it's a free spirit with a five-year plan.

As the waiter added up our bill with a ballpoint pen on the paper tablecloth, I took another look at the handsome stranger sitting across from me. Gwendal. Gwen-DAL. Had I been pronouncing his name with the emphasis on the wrong syllable all afternoon? Oh well. He was tall, with thick dark hair that just touched his collar. A wayward strand stuck straight up on the top of his head; it had probably been that way since he was five. His turtleneck sweater was the color of warm milk. On the empty chair beside him was a stiff navy blue cap, the kind worn by boys selling newspapers on the snowy streets of Chicago in 1932. He had strangely perfect teeth for a European, and though it was only one in the afternoon, I could already see the rising shadow of his beard. I was trying not to stare, but his hazel-green eyes seemed to be exactly the same color as my own.

Like any first date, I knew only a few tantalizing details. The strange name came from Brittany, on the Channel coast of France. His family was in Saint-Malo, a provincial port city he'd fled as soon as possible. He spoke passable English, much better than my leftover college French, but with an Australian accent — something he picked up during his year of military service at the French embassy in Canberra. He seemed shy and serious, but broke easily into a wide grin — mostly when I said something was fascinating.

We had met in late September, at an academic conference in London called Digital Resources in the Humanities. (Can you think of a less promising place to meet the love of your life?) He was finishing up a PhD in computer science; I was starting a master's in art history. When I spotted him in a seminar on a hypertext version of Finnegans Wake, I knew he had to be European. The Americans were too fresh-faced, the English so pale and rumpled. I suppose he could have been German, on account of his height (and the hideous light blue windbreaker he was wearing) but something about the dark hair, the square jaw, and the little glasses said café crème.

On the last day of the conference, I ran into him on the stairs. We Americans have that wonderful puppy-dog way of going up to complete strangers with a big smile and a dumb question. I rarely fight it — in so many situations, it's a gift. I asked him what his research was about. He took it from there. Artfully worded e-mails flew back and forth. I even tried writing one in French, begging Gwendal in advance to correct my grammar. He waited several months to tell me that corrigez-moi doesn't imply "check my spelling" so much as "tie me up and tickle me with a feather duster." There should really be a footnote in those high school textbooks.

By December, I'd invented a reason to come to Paris, something about temporary exhibitions. And now we were here, having lunch. Gwendal had been strategic in his choice of restaurant. The Bouillon Chartier is a brusque canteen in the ninth arrondissement. To an American, this was movie-set Paris. Tucked into a narrow arcade between a Chinese restaurant and a pâtisserie, Chartier has been open since 1896, and served the same purpose then as now — filling up the masses before a stroll down the see-and-be-seen Grands Boulevards. The room was vast, noisy, and completely full. Gwendal's glasses fogged up as he pushed ahead of me through the heavy revolving door. The walls were the color of new butter, and the light from the globes of ten enormous chandeliers was much brighter than the pale gray Paris afternoon we left outside. There must have been two hundred people, all with knives and forks poised somewhere between their mouths and their neighbor's nose (emphasizing a point, I imagine).

Commentarium (13 Comments)

Feb 22 10 - 10:44am

I was kinda looking forward to hearing about the sex halfway through the date, considering that's what I did with my boyfriend, too . . .

Feb 22 10 - 10:49am

My longest relationship ever (close to four years) began with sex an hour in. I feel like if you haven't had sex by the third date, you will not end up together.

Feb 22 10 - 11:55am

all tease, no pay-off.

Feb 23 10 - 1:19am

sounds like my euro-obsessed friends bragging about hooking up with eurotrash... yay?

Feb 22 10 - 4:42pm

"He had strangely perfect teeth for a European"


Feb 22 10 - 9:22pm

This is so overly precious and overly adjectived. Ugh, its like high school lit mag writing.

Feb 22 10 - 11:30pm

Ugh. She sounds like such a loathsome and pretentious loser. I kept reading on for the sex, and then the disgusting description of the food made me want to throw up. Definitely never reading anything under her byline again.

Feb 23 10 - 4:52am

@dc & ew

Counterpoint: I love to watch people talk about subjects they are passionate about.

Feb 24 10 - 1:11am

Urgh - Americans in Paris bragging about "knowing Europe" because they spent time drinking/eating "authentic" stuff and spending some time between European sheets. Sure.

Feb 28 10 - 9:16am

Live and let live! Great piece of writing.

Mar 11 10 - 10:39am

@dc @ew I've noticed that some of the comments on these articles are not so much constructive as unpleasant. There is a line between criticism and meanness. (And may I point out, "adjectived" is not a word.) Sex is arguably a fairly limited number of permutations of the same physical act repeated ad infinitum. After a while, porn gets old, because it's the same thing, over and over again. Good erotica and good sex essays are descriptive, and the erotic is not necessarily directly linked to the "main event" - demonstrably so, in this case! Sit back and enjoy the ride. My point is, Nerve is not a purveyor of porn. If you want to get to the action, may I suggest pornotube?

This is beautifully written; perhaps a little heavy-handed with the description, nevertheless a deeply sensual and evocative piece. Is it really so vivid in her memory, or is it embellished? A synaesthetic experience. This essay really spoke to me.

Jul 11 11 - 4:09pm

As a mainland "Old" European, i feel very much at home in this story, much more than anywhere else on Nerve - and that from a US writer. That said, i felt the story's time was a bit confused. Or at least i was.

Sep 19 11 - 12:29pm

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