"Are you sure you'll be okay?" She asks out of Vitor's earshot.

"Definitely," I assure her. "If we were twenty-one years old, then splitting up would be a horrible idea."

"Right. We would both get raped and murdered, or sold into slavery."

"Exactly. But we're pushing thirty. Our stock on the black market has plummeted by now."

"Good point," she laughs. "Have fun! Don't forget, we're heading to the volcano tomorrow."

In the light, I notice how young he looks, and can't help but ask.

As she makes her way through the crowd, Vitor returns from the bar with two rum-and-pineapples. I thank him and take a sip, giving a soft "mmm" of approval. We hold each others' gazes for a moment, until he bends his head towards me and opens his mouth slightly over my bottom lip, sucking it in gently before running his tongue along it. He pulls back (entirely too soon) and smiles at me while he guides me to the dance area. His lips are plump and every bit as soft as they look.

 

After hours of dancing, interrupted only briefly by the rain, we find a bench under a street lamp away from the music. In the light, I notice how young he looks, and can't help but ask.

"Twenty-three," he says. "And you?"

"Twenty-four," I lie without hesitation, praying my vacation glow is making up for the four years I just tossed away.

"Ah, an older woman," his eyes appraise me once again. "I love that. You can teach me things," he murmurs as he pushes back my hair to nibble at that spot behind my ear.

And he does get one lesson that night: always be prepared. As we're fumbling with each other's clothing back at his hotel room, I murmur, "Do you have a condom?"

He stops, and his face drops into a sweet, troubled little pout that makes me want to keep him forever. "I almost asked the cab driver to stop so I could buy some, but I didn't want to seem presumptuous."

"Maybe the front desk has some?"

He calls them, but no luck. So he orders a cab instead. We re-clothe ourselves and head down; I bow my head shamefully as we pass the reception desk.

"Where to?" The driver asks as he pulls away from the hotel.

We glance at each other. "We need... um, a store. Please."

He eyes us via the rearview mirror. "What kind of store?"

"Well, a pharmacy, if there's one nearby," I say, trying my best to act matter-of-fact. He doesn't respond, so I feel compelled to add, "I need to buy a toothbrush."

He lets out a deep-bellied laugh. "At 2:30 in the morning?" He makes a wide U-turn, heading back to the hotel, then reaches into his glove compartment and tosses a fistful of condoms back to us, still belting out laughter. "This is St. Lucia, there's nothing to be ashamed of! You do what you want here!"

We take his advice to heart. The next morning we awake to a room flooded with sunlight. "I feel like we're on our honeymoon," he murmurs, tracing his finger down my chest. "You know, I saw you two nights ago, eating with your friend at the Sunset Grill," he says. "I wanted to approach, but I couldn't find the nerve. Anyway, I didn't want to disturb your dinner."

He asks me to spend the day with him, and for a moment I'm tempted. But why spoil it? I have myriad complicated relationships waiting to baffle and aggravate me back in New York. Why not let this one stand, crystallized in a perfect twelve-hour window, flawless precisely because it's twelve hours long?

I tell him Hannah and I have plans to see the volcano. "I could come," he offers. "I'll be your body guard." When I politely decline, he implores me, "We must keep in touch. You maybe will come to Brazil sometime, and I will come to New York. We will see each other again."

His emotional openness would be refreshing if it weren't so naïve. In the morning sunlight, his youth is suddenly glaring at me. But true to the moment, I feed the fantasy. "Of course we will," I say, touching his soft, round cheek.

And of course, we never do.

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Commentarium (22 Comments)

Apr 13 12 - 9:40am
ms. petro

LOVE it! Sexy and fun.

Apr 13 12 - 1:01pm
Wait...

So, 29 is now "A Certain Age"?? Seriously? Nice story, but five or six years really doesn't seem like much of a generation gap. Or a reason why it should be astounding for a geriatric 29-year-old to get laid on a tropical island.

Apr 13 12 - 4:09pm
srsly

i mean, women are ancient at 29? come on, writer. that is just insanity. you are NOT "old" (or "of a certain age") at 29 and only assholes try to make women believe that nonsense.

Apr 13 12 - 3:36pm
Tommy Migs

As a former recent student of MP, GREAT STORY!! We're in a special club (just got published as well)....and...Congrats!!

Apr 13 12 - 8:08pm
Melinda

The writing itself was good but I think it lacked depth. When it ended, I felt like there should have been more to it. Also, it's a little cliche -- the colonialist-style "exoticism".

Apr 13 12 - 9:43pm
meola

Poor guy. You wouldn't even let him come with you to the volcano?

Apr 14 12 - 5:07am
All women are whores

Thats all it takes ?
Some creepy, over bearing weirdo with a foreign accent ?

Apr 14 12 - 7:53pm
well

Worried there won't be any left over for the creepy, overbearing, accent-free misogynists, Mr. ... um, "All women are whores"?

Apr 14 12 - 2:40pm
EL

Fuck's sake, I turned 30 this year and went travelling through Oregon & California. Average age of men I hooked up with? 23.5. No big deal. I just got on well with them; they were very cool guys. Who gives a shit about someone's age when it's just a hook-up? The author needs to take a look at some very limiting beliefs she's got going on!

Apr 15 12 - 10:34pm
fdsafs

God, I just finished reading this story, and rather than sympathizing about the fact that she's aging, I was hit with the detail that she found the guy being half-a-foot taller than her to be some kind of serious turn-on. You see, I'm 5'6" and 32. Aging might not be as much of a problem for us guys, but it seems like height always is. So there you have it ladies.... don't feel so bad about getting older. You'll always be better off than if you had ended up being a short guy.

Apr 16 12 - 12:23am
AAC

Part of me thinks this story is lovely and poetic.

Unfortunately, another part of me thinks that she treats the guy a bit like a disposable, fetishized "exotic" commodity, and is a bit callous towards his naivete...and that if the genders were reversed, Nerve wouldn't have touched this story (and people would be falling all over themselves to cry foul if they had).

Apr 23 12 - 8:52pm
TLCartchick

GOOD take! And you're right about the gender reversal question, absolutely!

Jul 03 12 - 9:47pm
SS

ITA

Apr 17 12 - 1:23pm
mr. man

a lesson to learn if you didn't already know: women have casual sex with men and men have casual sex with women. both sexes do it. you can call it objectification or whatever you like but the truth is it's not gender specific.

Apr 19 12 - 3:23pm
NYC

St. Lucia..................Most beautiful place in the world.....Top ten places to visit before u die!

Apr 19 12 - 5:35pm
20hours

I'm always dubious of people who say things like this. It very much smacks of naivete and inexperience. I've been to 45 countries and I would never say, "most beautiful place in the world". The world is a big place and there are many places that are shockingly beautiful, and most of them are not island nations filled with obnoxious American tourists.

Apr 20 12 - 4:23pm
aron

Tell us more worldly traveler. Tell us more...

Apr 20 12 - 9:23pm
cjm

St. Lucia's official language IS English.

Jul 03 12 - 9:50pm
SS

True - but most of the population speaks St. Lucian Creole French (Patois) in daily life, not English

Apr 23 12 - 12:26pm
Rick H

We were in Jamaica, in the water, sun on us and enjoying the surroundings. The water was up to our necks, and you know how you hold on to each other as you bob in the water. We were kissing, lightly, which turned into full contact deep kissing. It was so hot, both outside and in the water. Lot's of touching, rubbing and fondling of all body parts. I untied my shorts for better access. She reached into my shorts and started rubbing my very hard cock. All of a sudden, she guided me into her very hot and very wet pussy. I was so surprised. We were in the water, 20 feet off shore, 50 people looking out into the water, 20 people swimming withing 10-20 feet of us. As I tried to gently move in and out of her, without making bigger waves or splashes as our bodies came together, I continued to be amazed at what we were doing. We continued to kiss and fuck with people all around us. As we came closer to cumming, our bodies were smashing together, the water was moving around us. I am sure people knew what was going on. When I came, we just held each other until my load was finished. We kissed again, smiled at each other and I slid out of her pussy. WOW, that is still the hottest fuck session we have ever had in our 36 years together. Nature and water are a very sexy combination.

May 24 12 - 9:08am
Juliana

It seems to me that every other estorie has a brazilian envolved... And none of them are actually in Brazil! LOL Like brazilians became the icon of exotic lover! Geez...

May 25 12 - 1:13pm
khairul azman

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